“Young people think that the moon 30 years ago should be a red and yellow wet halo of copper coins, like a drop of tears on the letter of Yun Yun Xuan, old and confused. The moon in the memories of the elderly is happy, than The moon in front of me is big, round, and white; but looking back through the hard road of thirty years, the moonlight is not a little bit bleak.” When my sister watched the moon in the sky in the middle of the night, I I would like to think that Zhang Ailing should be a little nearsighted, but she does not wear glasses, and I am the same. Every time I think about it, I feel precious. How does a legendary woman like a desolate gesture tell the tragedy of the moon under the moon decades ago?
I don’t like Cao Qiqiao, at the very beginning. Because of her, when I read the golden lock, I felt so crazy, the world. It was she who brought the people around her – her son and daughter into a desolate situation, I did not understand her, and that dragged people. Read it again, she is a woman from a small feminine family. She loves Sanye Jize because she loves Sanye Jize. She has been a disabled wife for 30 years at Jiang. At first, she was a woman who sold wine, and she had the same flowering habits as a normal wine house girl. However, under the persecution of lust and lust, her character was distorted and her behavior was embarrassing. Not only did she destroy her son’s marriage, but her daughter-in-law was tortured and died. Also broke the daughter’s love.
I finally understood her. Everyone has her own sorrow. Her older brother married her to the fallen family of ginger in order to climb the privilege. Her husband is a waste person who is sick in bed since he was a child. She lost her love and affection. She just didn’t suffer from the feudal family–that gold lock was as indulgent as everyone else, what was wrong with her.
It’s just that I still can’t love her. She has “a madman’s cautiousness and wit”. In order to retaliate against the society that once hurt her, she uses the most morbid way. “She’s flat and sharp throat cuts her face like a razor blade. “Let’s do what you want.” After all, she turned her home into purgatory, and the inside was tortured, and the outside people looked at the escape. Who is retaliated again? The disciples left the readers helpless.
Such stories have happened and have been happening all the time. “Thirty years ago, the moon has already sunk. People who died 30 years ago are dead. However, the story of 30 years ago is not finished yet – it can’t be finished.” Indeed, the oppression of the feudal system, as long as the feudal ideas still exist There will be thousands of Qiqiaos, and one after another will be recorded. That should be what Zhang Ailing’s writing wants to convey. A thousand readers have a thousand Hamlet.
Life in the world has always been full of hardships. Such as Cao Qiqiao in the Golden Lock, such as the home of Scarlett experienced the death. But when people live in this world, they should not be indulged in suffering, become suffering together with suffering, but move toward a little hope, bravely and firmly. Cao Qiqiao is not wrong. I can’t say that I must do better than her, but I feel that letting go is liberation. There is always hope, and life will shine under the sun.
